Man, sometimes I think I may be trying to do too much at once. Like...be an ER travel nurse working night shift out of town while being a flight medic in the National Guard one weekend a month and way more than 2 weeks a year while trying to continue to write songs and book shows and find band mates (which is far more difficult than expected) while trying to be a good husband while trying to not eat like garbage while trying to maintain some sort of fitness level while trying to learn Spanish (esta muy dificil). It's not always easy....and the Devil is really good at making me feel like some things just aren't worth it at times. He's a jerk. I really want to punch him in the face sometimes....I'm looking forward to the day God's mercy runs out and he crushes him once and for all. But until then....I will grind...and take daily baby steps.....and eat only one donut instead of two....and continue to post craigslist adds for musicians....and run when I don't want to....and work on songwriting when I'm discouraged....and be thankful God is faithful to me even when I am not to him. That's all. Just....grind.